Weepers – Good News for April 6

6 04 2010

John 20:11-18

Mary Magdalene stayed outside the tomb weeping. And as she wept, she bent over into the tomb and saw two angels in white sitting there, one at the head and one at the feet where the Body of Jesus had been. And they said to her, “Woman, why are you weeping?”

She said to them, “They have taken my Lord, and I don’t know where they laid him.”

When she had said this, she turned around and saw Jesus there, but did not know it was Jesus. Jesus said to her, “Woman, why are you weeping? Whom are you looking for?”

She thought it was the gardener and said to him, “Sir, if you carried him away, tell me where you laid him, and I will take him.”

Jesus said to her, “Mary!”

She turned and said to him in Hebrew, “Rabbouni,” which means Teacher.

Jesus said to her, “Stop holding on to me, for I have not yet ascended to the Father. But go to my brothers and tell them, ‘I am going to my Father and your Father, to my God and your God.’”

Mary went and announced to the disciples, “I have seen the Lord,” and then reported what he had told her.

The Daily Path: Mary is so wrapped up in her loss that she doesn’t recognize the fact that Jesus is standing right there in her presence. It’s good that she is grieving. So often we don’t fully grieve a loss in our life. Sometimes we hold on to that special friend or family member without ever saying goodbye and moving on. The same is true with other life changes, such as aging, job loss or status. Of course, we want to cherish the memories, but we can’t be bound by them, lest we become overwhelmed and lose sight of our journey.

I have experienced this in my own life. In fact, I’m still grieving a life change that has had deep impacts on me and my family. I’ve sat outside my tomb, or perhaps within it, weeping over my loss and the comforts/prestige I had come to know. The good news is that I’m finally letting go. And it is indeed the good news. Do you know how this return to life is coming about? I think you may be able to guess…

I’m handing my troubles (loss) over to God.

Just as Jesus was standing with Mary in her grief, He also stands here with me. Like Mary, I couldn’t recognize this. I was only wrapped up in the pain, blinded by my tears. There is still some pain, and the tendency to try and wrestle back control of my life. But gradually I learn to trust more each day. To let go, look up, and see the way.

As Christ asked of Mary, I move on to share what I have experienced… and continue on the journey God has planned for me. He is both gardener and a God of HOPE.